SLEEP EASIER
i couldn't sleep last night - i was up for a while just rolling around in bed - thinking about things that i should not be thinking about - trying to work out my life - it continues to be in a state of dissaray -
i turned my tv back on around 11:30 and watched some venture brothers on cartoon network - i was still restless and decided to play some gameboy - i played some final fantasy tactics and tried to get some things off my mind - i felt tired and my eyes were getting heavy so i shut it off and laid back down - i tried to sleep - i tried to lay still - get comfortable - but i couldn't seem to find what i needed to sleep well - don't know if i will know -
too many things are going on with my life now for me to sleep well -
posted by Scott at 2/21/2005 07:45:00 AM
WHAT DO I NEED?
do i really need a boyfriend to be happy?
do i really need to have someone with me all the time in order to be happy?
i was never like this before and i don't think that i am like this - but i guess if its evident to other people so much that they are noticing it and comenting on it then i am - and i can't argue that -
but what the hell do i do now
knowing this is there anything i can do?
this is who i am i guess - i can't go around changing every little part of me to please everyone - i guess if they don't like ti then i can't do anything about it
i have to be who i am
but i DON'T think i have ever been or am the type to NEED to have a boyfriend
there is a difference between NEED and WANT -
posted by Scott at 2/20/2005 11:26:00 PM
